Last night, I had a terrible nightmare. It involve 3 parties again. The similar dream I had when im still with this girl and the dream came true which resulting in breaks up. This nightmare is about her being together with that guy. Will it happen? who knows..
Hoping today I will be able to control myself when we go to khakabo as a group outing.
Had a walk around boon keng with her during the afternoon. I saw the watsapp msg bewtween her and guy.
"Will you still come over my house when the storm is over?"
Hoping to forget the incident and repeat it again? Fk it man. Using her weakness which is her kindness to his own advantage??
Fortunately, she rejected the request made from that guy. So i hope she really did learn her lesson. Life has many obstacle, we need to overcome and prevent it.
Sadly, i reached my limit at 8.42pm and start to feel terrible. I wish I could just release all my anger towards him. But its all in the past. Revenging will not change the past, it is a fact. All I could do now is give in and swallow my anger. Hope today will not have anymore nightmare which will affect tomorrow.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Its been a long long time... 26th November 2011
26th November 2011 will not exist in my calender. My first time having many different kind of emotion mixing together. Anger, sadness, disappointment, happiness and forgiveness. After hearing what had happen, I do not how to react to it.
Should I be angry about it? Because this guy did this kind of thing to the girl I love?
Should I be sad and disappointed about it? Because she promised me not to anyhow do things like physical contact with other guys, going to other people house alone. But she never do it and forgotten about those promise.
Should i be forgiving about it? Because I know one day, this kind of thing will happen. Its just a sooner or later for it to happen. Given by her mischievous character, she just die die cannot stand still or not doing anything. So... End up, she want to "PLAY" and went tickling the guy without consequences.
Should I be happy about it? Because instead of going his house, they will meet outside after this incident and she is safe and sound now?
I really dont know what to do about it. My killing intent towards that guy is getting stronger. I hope I will be able to control it till the day of my death.
I hope this will be a very valuable lesson for her and learn her own mistakes. But she still want to go according her FAIRNESS rule. I hope she really mean it when she promised not to do it again....
Should I be angry about it? Because this guy did this kind of thing to the girl I love?
Should I be sad and disappointed about it? Because she promised me not to anyhow do things like physical contact with other guys, going to other people house alone. But she never do it and forgotten about those promise.
Should i be forgiving about it? Because I know one day, this kind of thing will happen. Its just a sooner or later for it to happen. Given by her mischievous character, she just die die cannot stand still or not doing anything. So... End up, she want to "PLAY" and went tickling the guy without consequences.
Should I be happy about it? Because instead of going his house, they will meet outside after this incident and she is safe and sound now?
I really dont know what to do about it. My killing intent towards that guy is getting stronger. I hope I will be able to control it till the day of my death.
I hope this will be a very valuable lesson for her and learn her own mistakes. But she still want to go according her FAIRNESS rule. I hope she really mean it when she promised not to do it again....
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Update!
Since they is 2 idiot complaining my blog is rotting.. I shall update now...
Wake up, eat, play, sleep and now have ulcer... No mood to eat..
Wake up, eat, play, sleep and now have ulcer... No mood to eat..
Friday, March 12, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
2 continuous day of birthday celebration
On thursday, we went to pasir ris to celebrate xian birthdays.. Met up at macdonald to prepare all the banner and other stuff.. But the girls were late so we went to buy mac and eat first.. After eating, took a while to complete every preparation and wait for xian arrival. After all the surprise, cut cake, eat cake and walk to wild wild wet.
The price of the wild wild wet is so cheap!! $4 only!! Changed our clothes, stuff all our thing inside the locker and wait for the girls.. But the girls took a very long time, so we heck care and jump inside the water to cool ourselves :D We play everything in the wild wild wet.. THE SCARIEST THING IS THAT U SHAPED THINGY!!! Louis, warren, dick and me must play that U shaped thingy continously 3 times.. The first time was I paired up with louis.. I sit on the direction that will face downwards when we go down.. Havent sit on the tube, my heart start to pump very fast.. Take a deep breath and start to scream.. we were pushed down and wanted to shout "HERE WE GO!!!!" But in the end, the worker push us too fast and "HERE WE... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" Almost shit on my pants.. Louis was like looking at me laughing when we were pushed down.. Second time is with warren, this time I sit on the direction that I will face the sky.. As usual shouted again when we were sliding down.. This U shaped thingy like have no effect on warren.. He just remain calm and dont make a sound.. lol.. Realized that facing the sky is scarier when ur facing downwards.. The third time with dickson... I face up the sky again.. DAM!! Then off we go, slide down and slide up again.. Then I look around "Wa so high ah!!" and our fear gone :D
Went to the lazy pool, wave pool, lasomething(place where u can massage ur butt) and the tube thingy.. Sadly, xian wear button pants and cannot go the slide... At the wave pool dam fun, keep jumping around with the wave coming and swim around.. Our last stop, lasomething(place where u can massage ur butt). Tried to do handstand in the water which is totally impossible.. Used louis body and play tug of war and massage our butt.. After that, shower and went to tajong pagar meet with jenn and irene to eat the sakae sushi buffet.. We were like SO LATE!! and we have only like have 20 mins for our last orders... So I keep spamming order and lots of food came.. Had a hard time finishing up the food and regretted calling so many orders.. Mocchi was dam nice!!! Best!!! After that, took photo and went home..
On friday, met with them at jurong point to celebrate julian birthday.. Went to the fish and co and eat.. We were brought to our table and start reading the menu.. The first page is " START FISHING HERE!!" Then I suddenly ask the waitress(I dono why I will ask it), "Where is our fishing rod??" SHE look dam surprised and also ask the manager whether anyone left any fishing rod here or not.. WTH sia!!! After all these stupid commotion, we started to take our orders.. I ordered swordfish collar and the rest ordered something different.. Then the waitress ask me is it ok to wait a bit longer for my dish.. Then I sian liao... But GUESS WHAT?? My food is the first to serve among my friends!! HAHAHA!! The serving is ultra duper big sia!!! The fish is like freaking huge.. Julian went to order one cup of free flow of fruit juice... Then he keep pouring the fruit juice to our cup and keep asking the waitress to refill LOL!! Ate and chat happily, then took bus 178 to terence house.. Everyone of us stay over at his house.. Played Xbox, L4D and poker.. The L4D is dam fun when u play with friends.. The next day, julian drived us to the outside bus stop.. Worst part of all is that julian just turned 18 and he dont have driving license!!! When he ask us whether we want him to drive us to the bus stop.. Our jaw drop... End up, im being pulled along and enter the car... Then I keep asking him, U know how to drive hor?? Will not have car accident right?? He assured me and told me he drive in the expressway before.. Felt relieved, sit back and relax..
Engine started.. "VROOOHMMM!!!" He accelerate like mad in the car park.. Went speeding on road somemore.. I CHAM liao.. Sure die.. Surprisingly, we were safe and sound and took the bus, bidding julian farewell..
The price of the wild wild wet is so cheap!! $4 only!! Changed our clothes, stuff all our thing inside the locker and wait for the girls.. But the girls took a very long time, so we heck care and jump inside the water to cool ourselves :D We play everything in the wild wild wet.. THE SCARIEST THING IS THAT U SHAPED THINGY!!! Louis, warren, dick and me must play that U shaped thingy continously 3 times.. The first time was I paired up with louis.. I sit on the direction that will face downwards when we go down.. Havent sit on the tube, my heart start to pump very fast.. Take a deep breath and start to scream.. we were pushed down and wanted to shout "HERE WE GO!!!!" But in the end, the worker push us too fast and "HERE WE... AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" Almost shit on my pants.. Louis was like looking at me laughing when we were pushed down.. Second time is with warren, this time I sit on the direction that I will face the sky.. As usual shouted again when we were sliding down.. This U shaped thingy like have no effect on warren.. He just remain calm and dont make a sound.. lol.. Realized that facing the sky is scarier when ur facing downwards.. The third time with dickson... I face up the sky again.. DAM!! Then off we go, slide down and slide up again.. Then I look around "Wa so high ah!!" and our fear gone :D
Went to the lazy pool, wave pool, lasomething(place where u can massage ur butt) and the tube thingy.. Sadly, xian wear button pants and cannot go the slide... At the wave pool dam fun, keep jumping around with the wave coming and swim around.. Our last stop, lasomething(place where u can massage ur butt). Tried to do handstand in the water which is totally impossible.. Used louis body and play tug of war and massage our butt.. After that, shower and went to tajong pagar meet with jenn and irene to eat the sakae sushi buffet.. We were like SO LATE!! and we have only like have 20 mins for our last orders... So I keep spamming order and lots of food came.. Had a hard time finishing up the food and regretted calling so many orders.. Mocchi was dam nice!!! Best!!! After that, took photo and went home..
On friday, met with them at jurong point to celebrate julian birthday.. Went to the fish and co and eat.. We were brought to our table and start reading the menu.. The first page is " START FISHING HERE!!" Then I suddenly ask the waitress(I dono why I will ask it), "Where is our fishing rod??" SHE look dam surprised and also ask the manager whether anyone left any fishing rod here or not.. WTH sia!!! After all these stupid commotion, we started to take our orders.. I ordered swordfish collar and the rest ordered something different.. Then the waitress ask me is it ok to wait a bit longer for my dish.. Then I sian liao... But GUESS WHAT?? My food is the first to serve among my friends!! HAHAHA!! The serving is ultra duper big sia!!! The fish is like freaking huge.. Julian went to order one cup of free flow of fruit juice... Then he keep pouring the fruit juice to our cup and keep asking the waitress to refill LOL!! Ate and chat happily, then took bus 178 to terence house.. Everyone of us stay over at his house.. Played Xbox, L4D and poker.. The L4D is dam fun when u play with friends.. The next day, julian drived us to the outside bus stop.. Worst part of all is that julian just turned 18 and he dont have driving license!!! When he ask us whether we want him to drive us to the bus stop.. Our jaw drop... End up, im being pulled along and enter the car... Then I keep asking him, U know how to drive hor?? Will not have car accident right?? He assured me and told me he drive in the expressway before.. Felt relieved, sit back and relax..
Engine started.. "VROOOHMMM!!!" He accelerate like mad in the car park.. Went speeding on road somemore.. I CHAM liao.. Sure die.. Surprisingly, we were safe and sound and took the bus, bidding julian farewell..
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Holiday!! Update!!
Haven't been updating it for a long time so Jh is here to update this wonderful blog.. Chinese new year is going to be over soon, so must take as much hong bao as u can :D
Went to class chalet on 23rd - 24th feb (i think so) at coasta sand resort. Met everyone at pasir ris bus interchange. Then doris say some lame joke that she thought we were selling carlsberg cuz we were wearing green shirt.. Took saiyidah's father van to the coasta sand resort. After that, we check in and throw our stuff inside the chalet and went to play pool. First time play pool, so for the start my aiming is a bit lousy(sometime i even miss when hitting the white cue). After a few try of shot, I started to get the hang of it and won the game. After that, we started our bbq!!! Took a long time for the charcoal to burn and for the first few food, all chao ta within a few mins.. So I was like sitting there, wait for people to cook finish and dig in :D Sarah help me massage my back and it feels so good. Her massaging skill is superb!! Took some photo, eat and chat together. After that, we drink heineken first. Then we started to drink the vodka mix with softdrink plus lime. Taste very nice hahaha.. Then that drunken doris keep saying herself nvr drunk but she walk can move from left to right.. Dam pro.. Everyone stop eating already, I and ernest go bbq the marinated beef.. WOOOO!!!! DAM NICE!!! I bbq it until like semi cook and eat it.. Soft, chewy and juicy :D After that, we play truth or dare.. Maurice's dare is that he must go jump inside the pool and swim around.. hahaha
Went to class chalet on 23rd - 24th feb (i think so) at coasta sand resort. Met everyone at pasir ris bus interchange. Then doris say some lame joke that she thought we were selling carlsberg cuz we were wearing green shirt.. Took saiyidah's father van to the coasta sand resort. After that, we check in and throw our stuff inside the chalet and went to play pool. First time play pool, so for the start my aiming is a bit lousy(sometime i even miss when hitting the white cue). After a few try of shot, I started to get the hang of it and won the game. After that, we started our bbq!!! Took a long time for the charcoal to burn and for the first few food, all chao ta within a few mins.. So I was like sitting there, wait for people to cook finish and dig in :D Sarah help me massage my back and it feels so good. Her massaging skill is superb!! Took some photo, eat and chat together. After that, we drink heineken first. Then we started to drink the vodka mix with softdrink plus lime. Taste very nice hahaha.. Then that drunken doris keep saying herself nvr drunk but she walk can move from left to right.. Dam pro.. Everyone stop eating already, I and ernest go bbq the marinated beef.. WOOOO!!!! DAM NICE!!! I bbq it until like semi cook and eat it.. Soft, chewy and juicy :D After that, we play truth or dare.. Maurice's dare is that he must go jump inside the pool and swim around.. hahaha
Saturday, February 13, 2010
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
Happy chinese new year everyone!!! Lets collect lots of hong bao and spend it all :D
Item wanted to get with hong bao money :
Ipod touch
Guitar
and many many more... But i think I only can buy ipod touch with it..
Now crapping with jenn in msn.. GUESS WHAT??? SHE DON'T KNOW WHAT IS M-E-D-U-S-A!!!
Tomorrow night going to Msia for 1 week :(
The only things i can do there is gamble, wrestling, arm wrestling and say "huh??" cuz i dono fu jian language :D
Item wanted to get with hong bao money :
Ipod touch
Guitar
and many many more... But i think I only can buy ipod touch with it..
Now crapping with jenn in msn.. GUESS WHAT??? SHE DON'T KNOW WHAT IS M-E-D-U-S-A!!!
Tomorrow night going to Msia for 1 week :(
The only things i can do there is gamble, wrestling, arm wrestling and say "huh??" cuz i dono fu jian language :D
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